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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

look at all the other Besims in the world

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funny shit


Sunday, October 23, 2005

Currently Listening
Ambient Lounge, Vol. 4
By Various Artists
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arghhhhh


i hate people, especially people who don't give a damn about others.

work today was horrible. this fucking machine at work keeps having jams when prints come out in the dryer rack. this means we have to stop everything and redo the whole roll of film and the rolls behind it that were done already.

then i had these bitchy people come and do prints on the last fucking minute. all I wanted to do is get the hell out of there. I DON'T care how hot you are....if I say we are closing down, why are you wanting to make pictures and argue with me? stupid girls!!!

the other bitch that came was some old lady who went on a trip to see hot air ballos (yawn)...she needed help so I helped her...but what annoyed me, was her stupid comments about the ballons, their facts and if I wanted to see a wal-mart ballon? all of that would not have been a problem if she would not have done her prints on the last minute....

last night i had the chance to hang out with Wade. it was an experience alright. you see when i hang out with my friends it is always the same thing usually. go to brown derby, get the beer, hang around and drink at one of our apartments. most of the time you get shit drunk. Wade and his friends were different. i think every time i hung out with my friends, we had alcohol around to have fun. Wade's friends are christians, so they have some believes they stick with. needless to say I had fun....not to mention they were prank calling black people :) umm i played scrabble and talked to the people...that is about it

there was one girl there which i did not really get to meet.....she was an exchange student from germany...she is in high school (so sad)....she doesn't speak english well (i can help her there :p)...she has awesome long brown hair which just flows so awesomely over her forehead....umm she also had this creamy colored skin which just was nice too...needless to say i liked her...as for the other girls there, i just moved from one to the other and looked for stuff that botherd me

so did i talk to her? nope!...did my penis turn into a vagina? YES! (i did catch her glancing at me when they were prank calling)

Joe since you read my blog, I met some girl there named "Sarah Hellen" she is from popblar bluff too (umm no idea how to spell the city)...she told me she was friends with one of your ex girlfriends....figured i'd tell you over the internet since you are still at home and your cell is not getting service :)

ohh and to go off topic...i now have people from work that i enjoy hanging out with, there is my online company and then my real life friends need some attention too :) ....basically i have no time for anything now...


Saturday, October 22, 2005

i am GOD!!!

ohh man...been working and working. I don't have a day off until this coming up Thursday. Should not be as bad, but I just don't have time to do anything else now.

Just got done watching "Kingdom of Heaven", which I just happened to think is an awesome movie. To put it couple words...the movie made me feel real damn good… almost to a level of unimagineability (is that even a word?).

Maybe one day I will lead a bunch of people too (ha-ha) like Balian in the movie did....you don't believe me? Ehh...I will just go back to dreaming then!

I am a sucker for movies like Kingdom of Heave and Gladiator. Alexander just blew major ass (3 hours of just pure gayness). Troy was decent, but Kingdom of Heaven is by far the best. Such a shame the critics didn't give it better ratings. Anyways I will leave you with my favorite quote from the movie "I once fought two days with an arrow through my testicle."

Awesome quote...ehh?


Thursday, October 20, 2005

leftover food and music

So like last week when I was living of Marauchon noodles, I decided to fix me something new. I love pasta, and I had some macaroni noodles around. Now I have tried to cook stuff before, and I have failed miserably at it, mainly cuz it tasted like crap (not that I know what it tastes like)

So I had this brilliant idea of making macaroni and cheese. I remember I had some spicy cheese dip lying around. I cooked up the noodles and added the rest of cheese I had. You would think that it tasted like utter crap, but instead it was pretty damn good.

Anyways, I made too much, so I left it in my microwave. I sort of forgot about it, it has been about 5-7 days now. Today I opened up the microwave, only to see a surprise fungus growing on my food that I made. It definitely stunk like something died. I threw the whole bowl along with the fungus monster away.

------random bitching start------

All my friends are out of town for fall break. The other remaining people I know went camping. I have watched TV all day long on my free day from work. So this day has come to basically a sad end :(

I should have gone home too I guess, I may just do that in November....

------random bitching end------

Since I have been low on money, I looked at different ways on getting hold of new music. At the moment I am going back to my pirating days and just getting music that way. It’s so hard to find anything good to listen to these days. So far I downloaded me the new Trapt, Taproot, Sevendust, Story of the Year and Disturbed CDs.

From all those I am gonna have to recommend Story of the Year just cuz they are good. Trapt cuz they make me feel good and bring up memories of happy thoughts. Disturbed cuz they power me up when I go to work or school.

I guess I have gone through the whole phase of bands that like to scream in their songs, so Sevendust is not for me. I did like their older stuff and have great memories from some of them. Their song "Licking Cream" brings weird memories from my Yearbook class trip (yeah I was a cool kid back then, yearbook and all :o). Either way I met some girl there, and for some reason this song makes me think of her.

Taproot I liked in the past too. This new CD just does not do it for me anymore. I may just have to listen to it more, so I get a feel for it.


Wednesday, October 19, 2005

...dear God, please

...let me be Brandon Boyd for one day. I just felt I have to get this out of me. If there was one person I could be, I think it would be Brandon. Not only that, but I would choose him for one of the dumbest reaons....his body, his looks, his hair and most of all his VOICE.

As I have explained in one of my other blog entries, I am not gay. However on ocassion I will mention or honor a few fellas out there. Brandon is one of them tonight.

- besim



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